I'm so glad that today was Carter's birthday b/c it really let me take my focus off of the fact that this is my first Father's Day without my father. I can't believe that it will be 1 year in August already, I hate it. Its funny to b/c just when you think that things are getting better all of the sudden something happens and you are as sad as the day he passed. Sometimes they will shoot off fireworks over the lagoon and I just don't think I'll ever be able to feel the same about fireworks. Now when I see them I just think about all the times Dad and I would watch them from the pontoon, every 4th of July at the lake. One day these will be happy memories but now they just make me sad. Oh dad I miss you and wish you could have been here for Carter's birthday, but I suppose you were there. I just wanted to say Happy Father's Day to Dave, Glen, Matthew, and my wonderful father aka Papa Bob.
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